Tarot Emporium Day one The How When and Whys I got into Tarot
Sometimes these things just happen..so they say! yet for myself I believe this was something innate something that had always been a part from from pre birth and something that I had little control in entering my life. This was a case of it is coming your way try to move out of the way of it and it will end up with your life coming to a grinding halt accept it and things will be easier. Perhaps not easier but, more colorful and a richness of ideas coming your way.
acceptance first and foremost was the key and boy do I have a hard time accepting my gifts the same as I did in the past I even did so much as a self binding spell to stop myself from even thinking about TAROT or anything to do with spirituality!
A broken heart and mis guided thoughts and friends will do that! as well as rebound relationships aka mark 1 and mark 2 as I refer to them as.There was only ever one true love of my life and still is where they are I am yet to know.Do I feel them around their vibe from a distance you bet I do, because that is the part of my life that is linked to TAROT.
I had not accepted when fate stepped in and handed me a golden ticket to freedom of my mind and spirit, that golden ticket was a gorgeous tall blonde haired male with blue eyes who looked as if he stepped out a TAROT card its self, powerful and loyal yet strong. During that time I had slept with a TAROT card under my pillow prior to meeting him.
I had tired to smudge the vision in my room into infinity and beyond to wage war with the GODS for sending me some insane vision
I met him face to face so how can I say TAROT is something that isnt powerful to me? I can't.
I have so many reasons to why the TAROT came into my life.I simply was too in awe of him and amazed at how this man had seemingly jumped into my life and looked 100% like the vision voice everything. I was so in awe I couldnt be around him and I couldn't handle the responsibility at that time to grasp the reality of a relationship and THIS IS IT! you wont love anyone else. I removed myself from his sphere of thought and contact yet felt a deep seated hole in my life. I re engaged with him but yet again I messed up. This was a life lesson and I compare people I meet to this man as, they just dont match up, I see parts of him in different people if I squint hard enough might just see him again. Do I know where he is? no of course not, why would I. The fact is life waits for no man, life goes on and we must make the most of it while we can each minute second year is important dont wait for the next one.Live for today. I still hold love and admiration for this man yet I can not and will not go begging and googling for this man. I feel if it was meant to be he'd find me or look for me. You can not force someone to love you so, it is a lesson I take with me and learn from.I am just thankful I was lucky enough to experience a connection and its something many people do not experience in life. I was fortunate.
for starters it was a small thrift store and a conversation as to what is this MUM? to her kindly buying me THE SHINING WOMAN DECK to sit and use because it looked ok and vibrant.This was the 90s and id just left the 80s where most songs had spiritual words and crazy videos a time of BOWIE and other greats. To me I wanted to understand what was so interesting about TAROT, I saw it as cards nothing more nothing less, yet wanted a magical life, saw good in the small things. Light love everything connected as if I was an old soul trying to fit into to the time I was in. I always felt out of place and knew I was different. I assumed everyone heard or saw someone at the end of their beds saying HI, and could talk to them or have vivid dreams of EGYPT and magnificent places. When people told me no, I was deemed as that weirdo, that witch!
so I was a witch so be it so I started to look into things and then I realised a community a belonging the internet people out there who believed in the same and spiritualist churches, solitary teachers online many faiths to cross my path and well...here I am now, still staring at TAROT yet in another way that is of, non intuitive work, looking at the meanings instead of looking at them from a MEDIUMSHIP connection.
while TAROT is a wonderful tool for development my theory is this, life is for living do not live your life 100% by the tarot and be afraid to make a decision without it.I have lived like this and I had to step away from it and refocus myself. That isnt fun for anyone, of course connect to it daily if you so wish yet, accept it as advice not the be all end all of everything.
Enjoy Tarot enjoy life, love, live laugh hug be happy!Be your own High Priestess Be your own Priest accept yourself and your powers first and foremost, feel the elements feel life in your veins and breathe!
Blessed Be
MizGrace
High priestess by MizGrace all rights reserved no copying unless contacted by myself to share thank you. Blessed Be. I have charged the image with a chi ball of healing.
